#familyday PMIUPM

bila hati dah ke laut.. kurang fokusnya..

cik hani join family day anjuran pmiupm hari ni. buat kt astana orkid, taman pertanian universiti.. kt bukit ekspo..

sekadar nak sharing apa yg cik hani smpt capture masa perkongsian drpd PU Rahmat tdi..

story pasal UKHUWAH ISLAMIYYAH

ada 3 KPI (key performance indicator *cik hani pn baru je tahu apa tu kpi.. selama ni dgr je) utk kita nak rasai manisnya berukhuwah..

1) makan - kenapa makan? kdg2 murabbi yg osem ni kna pandai utk tarik perhatian mutarabbi dia.. x kan selamanya usrah tu nak duduk dalam bulatan gumbira tu je.. lama2 jadi hambar jgk.. cik hani masih lagi anak usrah kpd kak syakilah dan kak jannah *ciss.. cik hani tu ckp mcm dia tu dh pnah bawak usrah..
percaya tak kalau cik hani kaitkan tarbiyyah akal..

tarbiyyah akal (aqliyyah) tbahagi kpd 3: ilmu, kefahaman dan kreatif

fokuskan kpd part kreatif tu.. kite x nak futur d tgh jalan.. I think I'm experiencing it now..

2) tidur - yang ni cik hani selalu buat dgn one of cik hani pnya naqibah.. bagusnya usrah tautan hati.. kitorang buat smpai la ttidur.. 5 minit pn x de masalah..

3) musafir - rasa sendiri pahit manis semasa bermusafir tu.. masa ni lah nak lihat mcm mna kita dan sahabat jalinkan ukhuwah tu.. beraktiviti bersama-sama.. duduk dalam gerakan dakwah.. bagi cik hani buat masa sekarang... USRAH tu lah tmpt musafir hani.. *tringt! cik hani dh sebulan x usrah dgn naqibah yg lagi sorg tu.. cik hani rindu dia.. busy.. nak nampak byg2 pn payah..

KENAPA NAK BERUKHUWAH?

mestila sbb nk dpt kecintaan Allah.. x kan kita nak masuk syurga sorg2.. mesti nak tarik sahabat sekali..

Mendaki Untuk Syria 2014 (part 2)

hani sambung okehhhh @-@v

hani suka hati je nomborkan puncak2 yg ada kt atas bukit broga tu.. ada 4 smuanya...

hani pancit.. penatnya!!!! belum smpai puncak lgi dh bnyk kali beqenti.. klau dah beqenti tu x dak benda lain dah nak buat.. kalau x AIR, mesti GAMBAR.. *true facts tahu!!

as soon as nampk dah puncak tu.. laju je kaki nak panjat naik.. x tgk dh org kiri kanan depan ke belakang ke.. biarlh.. janji sampai.. hahhhhh puas bila smpai kt puncak NO 1... 

*ayahanda tiba2 ckp... jgn beqenti kat sini ja.. ada lagi.. cer tgk sana.. *mata beralih arah...

erkkkk!! ada lagi.. dlm hati nak give up ke x nak give up.. short thinking says:

lagi! panjat lagi! nanti rugi

thats why hani n sahabat hani lari2 kt atas bukit tu sbb nk cpt smpai ke puncak seterusny... NO 2, 3 ngn 4...

tiap2 puncak tu ada kisah tersendiri... biar jdi kngn hani ngn diorg je...

puncak no 4 melakarkan memori paling manis... KPZ Adventure Team capturing our sweet moments... hahaha, big hugs!!!

to be continued~

Mendaki Untuk Syria 2014 (part 1)

[23March2014]

the event has been carried out successfully, alhamdulillah :) takbir! Allahuakbar

Mendaki untuk Syria’ is a charity event organized by Latepackers to raise fund for Syrian children and refugees that are greatly affected by the war. The civilians have been suffering the war for almost 3 years, and has been denied access to medication, food supply etc. Fund raised will be donated to MERCY Malaysia for the humanitarian aid in Syria and will be used to provide medication and other essential needs for the civilians.

alhamdulillah, hani diberi peluang utk menyertai program sedemikian rupa as a peserta dan juga volunteer.. excitednya ya Allah.. first time nk panjat Bukit Broga... sbelum ni hani juz tgk je sahabat hani org lain dh tawan puncak tu.. *jeles seketika..

here is our story

am I the only one who is being punctual? I guess so.. hani dh terpacak depan kpz jam 6.45 pgi as being mentioned. husnudzon!! yeahhhh x) wait n wait n at last muncul jua akhirnya..blablabla n so on... kmi smpai kt kaki bukit broga dlm pkul 8 lebih mcm tu.. masyaAllah! masa tu lautan manusia *I guess bnyknya... breakfast n then start the journey up the hill. so supportive of this kind of event

hani did not do any warm up exercise b4 naik bukit tu.. n since it's my first time.. stamina x dak!!!!!

pancit awal!! haha.. amek kau hani..

ngeeeeeee!!! hani panjat naik dgn sahabat hani nama fatin syakirah dgn aisyah... fatin ni pro la sikit kot sbb dia sllu join event mndaki mcm gini.. aq yg first time ni.. mengah la sikit... hehe

jauh lagi nk puncak mcm2 menda dah jadi.. lawak pun ada... masa tu rasa mcm nk give up pn ada

then I juz keep saying to myself :)

it is your dream to be here.. to be cakna about ummah... then why should u give up? wake up n keep moving.. pent dunia x pe.. jgn sesal di akhirat

sbb tu la hani naik jgk.. spirit come bila nmpk puncak pertama... waaaaahhhaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!

sikit lgi! sikit lagi!! smngt hani pnjt... bila dah smpai.. take a rest, looking at the view, subhanallah!! its God's creation.. :) snap a pixcha, selfie n so on..



n then juz keep going to be adventurous person... climbing here and there.. take the hardest route to climb up to the top... finally done.

rasa mcm nak jerit.. Allahuakbar... hani dah smpai!!!! hani dah tawan puncak broga!!!
*wlaupn ada org lagi awal dri hani dh smpai.. haha

~to be continued

KOSONG...

hani rasa hani dh pnah tulis entry kosong ni once upon a time dlu kt matrik..

tpi kosong yg ni lain.. aahaaa tunggu2..

*photo dlm ni smua credit to blogger budak tomato.. bahkan ayat2 entri ni bnyknya hani kopipes dri situ shj.. malas menulis tpi terinspired dgn tulisan dia... seakan kena dgn diri hani

dlm usrah baru2 ni, sis K mention dia masa matrik baru nk kenal Islam full... hani? pendedahan mula pada form 4 masa msok boarding scool skolah perpel... yet hani masih x de kesedaran.. masa matrik lgi la x de kesedaran... kosong hati, kosong jiwa... there was no one guiding me... bila masuk u, kita ada bnyk age level.. then we could get more info from the more experienced people.. hani masuk usrah... makin lama makin malas. true facts tahu!!!

back to topic...
jiwa kosong... haaa ni la kosong yang hani maksudkan.. apa kaitan dgn jiwa kosong?

Sebenarnya kita rasa kosong, bukan sebab ia tak di isi. Tapi sebab terlalu penuh. Kita isi jiwa kita dengan dunia. Cuma sedikit yang kita isi dengan kasih sayang Allah. #budak tomato yg ckp

for the first time, the words betul2 tikam hati aq... mcm mna agaknya diri hani nak buang cinta dunia tu.. mungkin salah ku disitu...

UJIAN TARBIYYAH?

ujian dlm proses mendidik diri, *hani guess shj

ujian supposed to be makin menguatkan.. tpi hani lain sikit.. apsal makin jatuh plk? ntah, hani pn x tau.

setiap orang ada masa jatuh bangun dia... *hani ni mcm selalu ja jatuh.. mcm2 jenis jatuh ada... terduduk tersungkur smua ada...

katakanlah titik origin tu masa hani form 4.. cerr dugaan2nya biasa2 shj kot... then pelan2 hani naik smpai ke point A (uni).... masa ni ujian memuncak bila hani jatuh ke point B n tergolek2 pulak ke point C..

*apakah yg hani dok ngarut ni?

Kawan, kalau one day aku jatuh, kau akan tarik aku semula tak? Jangan jawab sekarang, jawab masa aku jatuh nanti.

 anyone can answer?

Kadang-kadang Allah tegur kita, tapi melalui manusia.

tinsyaz say something to me dlm kmi pnya bicara hati ke hati..

kalaupun kita jatuh sbb manusia, make sure kita bangun balik sebab Allah  

jujur. hani pun x tahu knp dgn hani.. hang tau? hbaq mai.

tak lawak okay. serius.

mungkin terlalu tinggi hani naik, terlau cepat. terlalu mengharap. jadi bila jatuh tu, menjunam, berkecai...

minta maaf. tak sengaja terjatuh. dh x de org tolong.. mcm org peduli je aq ni sapa..

GIVE UP? GET BACK TO ALLAH :)

Don't let them in,

don't let them see

Be the good girl you always have to be

Conceal, don't feel

don't let them know

Well now they know

~actually, hani x tahu apa masalah hani but now I keep blaming myself for become like this...ujian nak buang bongkah ego, cemburu dan segala negative pnya perangai tu.... ya Allah, x tergambar macam mana beratnya ujian Allah ni untuk hani... everyday I juz keep motivating myself but sometimes it doesn't work... I need to get back to Allah.. hani kena mantapkan lagi solat hani... tepat dan awal, insyaAllah!! infiru!! juz pray for me...